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Monday, July 16, 2007
Teenage Icon
My baby no. 1 didn't get into
the Finals of Teenage Icon
& it is not
for the lack of her
Singing abilities

Now before you
even start sniggering
Thinking I would always
Sing my babies' praises

Let me tell you
She has a nice set of pipes in her
Yup, cross my heart
wish to die

But for whatever reasons
She was not in
Many of the semi-finalists
were equally shocked
That my baby was not
the final 16.

She's taking it better than I am
But I can't help it
Not when I saw the look of ghast
on the face(s)
of some of the judges last night.

She's seeing God's hand in it
Bless her heart and
I can only be but proud of her

As I thanked the judges
I told them
I don't understand the whys
but it doesn't matter
for my daughter is not
Defined by a competition
& I believe
she has learnt things &
Gained experience in this event.

One thing that warmed my heart
Is that this contestant
Helped my baby to make
New friends
and I think
I just got myself
another
God-son ;p
posted by charisMA @ 7:15 PM  
Bittersweet
I heard a piece of good news
yesterday
That my ex and his new wife
are finally
Expecting a child of their own.

I don't know how to describe
My emotions
In some ways, I am concerned
that the dad will not
Love my daughters
Anymore

In some ways
I am jealous
It's like
They are the ones
Who did all these wrong things
But
Life seems to be going
Good for them

However, I know that
I am actually happy for them
for I have been praying
that the Lord would give them
a child of their own
at least for her

So, my bittersweet feelings
will give way to
Heartfelt congrats
Enjoy your pregnancy
Enjoy your parenthood

For you dad,
This time I hope
it would be
Up close and personal
all the way
for you have missed out
much in the growing up
of our daughters.

Congratulations!

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posted by charisMA @ 2:50 PM  
Sunday, July 01, 2007
First Step to her Dream?
It is always tough
to decide between being realistic
and to chase after your dream

How I wish everyone
can do the work
they really really love

Those of you out there
who are doing
what you really love
You are mightily blessed

I am not saying I am not happy
with what I am doing now
but to be able to
follow your calling
follow your heart
that's really a privilege.

My baby no. 1 has always
wanted to sing
How do I balance
Encouragement
And
Realism?

I would not want
My children
to suffer
similar "what ifs"
as I did

I have always believed that
If you have passion for
Something
You will put
Your whole heart to it
and strive for
the very very best
that you could

But what if your best
Is not enough
especially in the cut throat world
of showbizz industry?

These are my fears
and yes
I do voice them
because
I don't want her
to go into
anything
with tinted spectacles

But to dash
Her dreams
anyone's dreams
except if they are totally
unrealistic
is cruel
and
demoralising

I am pleased
for my baby No. 1
for getting into
the semi finals
of teenage icon
for the rest
of her journey
all i can do
is
pray

That if this is the path
Our Good Lord's planned
for her
Then the Lord's wisdom
I need
to help her
steer her along
the straight and narrow
and bring out
the best she has
in her.

For my baby no. 2
well darling
your desire
to be an author
a photographer
is noted
and fear not
you will always
have
my support
whole-heartedly
just like
your sister does.

Love you both!
posted by charisMA @ 10:03 PM  
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