And what is Love? It is a doll, dressed up For idleness to cosset, nurse and dandle; A thing of soft misnomers, so divine That silly youth doth think to make itself Divine by loving, and so goes on Yawning and doting a whole summer long, Till Miss's comb is made a pearl tiarra, And common Wellingtons turn Romeo boots; Then Cleopatra lives at number seven, And Anthony resides in Brunswick Square...
Felt like there is plenty to say, yet at the same time, nothing.
It's been quite roller coaster for me recently, from Vineyard Conference in Bangkok to Alpha Conference in Kuala Lumpur. I seem to be on the run, not just on the move.
Been wondering if I am following God's direction by agreeing to continue with Angel Tree Project, hopefully after December as well. I have been told there is a plan for me, to bring me to great heights but a lot of demolition work is needed before God can mould me into what He wants me to be.
I don't have a problem with that, except it sounded awfully painful. Well, if that's the only way God could use me to the full, so be it.
Am still scared though, in all honesty, on things financial. I still have bills to be paid, food to be put on table, mouths to feed.
Lord, may it not be seen that I am testing you. If I am walking according to Your will, and that You delight in my decision to follow on in Angel Tree, I pray You give me the assurance that You will look after us financially. I am not demanding you to take care of us, I am literally abandoning the whole family's financial situation, needs and requirements, right at Your feet. And I need assurance Lord, BIG TIME. Some tangible assurance will be soooo nice.
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