Been mulling over some issues... Thought about them, made decisions about them, unmade them. Beat myself up about the resolutions that would never be kept...
Finally, I realised I shouldn't even try to think about the what-ifs or the perhaps... Just leave it be - no expectation, no disappointment.
I would love to remove myself from the humdrum of things and take off . For a holiday. For a while. Just some personal space...
When I do, I will be able to feel myself and get in touch with myself again.
When I do, I will find that on my return, more work had been piled up than what would have been the normal load, had I not removed myself from the humdrum at all...
Making a right decision does not necessary mean one feels any better about it. Sometimes, it's with a heavy heart, especially when the decision goes against the wish or desire of the decision maker.
One contemplates the consequences of one's decisions. The action / the inaction...
Then, even though the decision has been made, there comes a day when the decision maker is tested, by circumstances, by inevitability.
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