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Monday, July 16, 2007

Bittersweet

I heard a piece of good news
yesterday
That my ex and his new wife
are finally
Expecting a child of their own.

I don't know how to describe
My emotions
In some ways, I am concerned
that the dad will not
Love my daughters
Anymore

In some ways
I am jealous
It's like
They are the ones
Who did all these wrong things
But
Life seems to be going
Good for them

However, I know that
I am actually happy for them
for I have been praying
that the Lord would give them
a child of their own
at least for her

So, my bittersweet feelings
will give way to
Heartfelt congrats
Enjoy your pregnancy
Enjoy your parenthood

For you dad,
This time I hope
it would be
Up close and personal
all the way
for you have missed out
much in the growing up
of our daughters.

Congratulations!

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posted by charisMA @ 2:50 PM

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