I have kept myself to myself all these years. Yearning but never daring to venture To do things that I would regret Or hate myself for.
Yet now I find myself getting more and more fond of you.
Was it my own doing? Did I wish too hard? I thought about what you'd said and wondered if they were Rehearsed or unguarded truth.
I revisit pictures to touch your face, Look forward to your sporadic communication Grin like a Cheshire cat when I get them Yet feel stupid for such yearnings when I don't..
In a way, I had not wanted it to happen To feel an attraction to a person But somewhere deep inside me, I wanted to be able to feel again...
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