I am feeling so lousily miserable It's depressing even trying to analyse it..
Here I was, telling everyone I was pleased to have the weekend All to myself That I would not have the empty nest syndrome
Yet, suddenly I felt really really... aimless
Wierd huh?
You see I still can't believe that I am actually feeling the Pangs of coming back to an empty home
I think I am quite ok with it... Perhaps it was because I received my exam results and found out that I have to retake one of the subjects that totally deflated me today.
Yes, I think I was deflated more than miserable.
I came away from the exam thinking I managed to grasp the principles of what we learnt and that I had applied it appropriately
Obviously not
I hate to have to retake as well as studying for the 2 new modules on top of the course work & assignments
ARRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!
Then I realised that I don't have anyone at home to talk it over with.....
All these kinda overshadowed the fact that I passed and did quite well for the other subject
Isn't it strange that we always seem to focus on the negatives - to try to rectify them rather than rejoicing in what one has achieved?
Yes I am pleased with what I have achieved...
I will get over the misery of failing the other & move on to face the re-take... & the other assignments & exams.....
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